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Oh, This is Hardcore

Posted on 2008.01.29 at 02:53
Current Location: my room
Current Mood: blankblank
Current Music: "Heavy Metal" - Clap Your Hands Say Yeah
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Feigned Tummy Aches

I don't seem to sleep anymore. There are just hours of unconsciousness, but they seem all too removed from rest.
I can only feel tired after being up for 2 days. I really love my room even though it looks impersonal and I haven't cleaned it.

My college applications are due February first, but I feel numb and apathetic toward it all. I was the only person at the SAT test center smiling. I can't figure out if I'm at peace with where I am in my life, or if I'm just stupid. 

School is lame. It is a waste of 7 hours of my weekday. But I go, and I sit through each class. And I raise my hand and I do the assignments. And to think - it's only been a week.

Four more months.
I hate the countdown.

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